(Heaven Serenades are poems written to be read or sung, called Psalms)

 

If you recall from a previous blog, “In the Fullness of Time,” like our brother, Job, our Father uses everything in our life, especially suffering, for His amazing purposes. We also learned, He uses it to draw us into a deeper, more intimate relationship with Him. One of my favorite scriptures says,

 

“After you have suffered for a little while, the God of ALL GRACE [who imparts His blessing and favor], who called you to His own eternal glory in Christ, will HIMSELF complete, confirm, strengthen, and establish you [making you what you ought to be].” I Peter 5:10 Amplified Bible.

 

 ” Even though I never created you to suffer, I can use your suffering to reveal my  Grace and Love
in the midst of your suffering.”

 

This blog was going to be posted two weeks ago but our Father had other plans. So, today I want to share a blog from one of my closest brothers In Christ, Mark Maulding. Mark is the Founder of Grace Life International. He is the Bestselling Author of God’s Best Kept Secret, an amazing book! Mark is an astounding teacher, counselor, and speaker.  https://www.gracelifeinternational.com/

 

 

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 The Silver Lining in Suffering

 

 

Would you be surprised if I told you Christianity is easier than you think because of suffering? That may sound contradictory, but it’s true. Our loving Father often reveals, through our personal suffering, the life-giving power of His best-kept secret in the New Covenant.   Here’s a very important part of my story.

 

Many years ago, the church I had founded was failing. It was a real time of crisis for me, and therefore, my family. Over the next few years, my situation got so bad it seemed as though my life was falling apart. I was doing my best to obey and serve God, but He was allowing one difficulty after another.

 

I was unable to love my sweet wife, Ellen, like I wanted to. Don’t misunderstand, we didn’t have a terrible relationship. And, she was not my problem. My problem was an inability within me to feel and express genuine love for her. I felt totally frustrated about this struggle, but I was incapable of changing it.

 

At the same time, my closest friends pulled away from me for no apparent reason. It wasn’t that we had conflicts. Each of them just seemed to be too busy and somewhat disconnected from our relationship. I felt isolated and rejected.

 

My struggles eventually moved from my mind into my body. I began to experience pain in my upper and lower back, which added another layer to my angst and discouragement.

 

In the midst of it all, one day a scene crept into my mind as I gazed at our small kitchen table. For some reason, I envisioned each leg falling off, one by one, until the tabletop fell flat on the floor. This felt like what was happening in my life. Just like each of the legs, everything I had relied on to give me meaning in life had fallen off, one by one. Like that tabletop, I now had no one and no circumstances to prop me up. I felt more alone than I ever had in my life. I sunk into a dungeon of emotional darkness, where depression and anxiety constantly lurked.

 

Worst of all, God seemed completely silent.

 

Finally, all this suffering brought me to the end of my rope. Then as my strength gave out, I had to let go of it. I just couldn’t go on living this kind of Christianity. I was done. I did not have the mental, emotional, or physical strength to do it.

 

I discovered there was a Silver Lining in my suffering.

 

My heavenly Dad then spoke the life-giving words of grace I didn’t even know I needed to hear. “Mark, even if this church fails, I still accept you.”

 

Starting the next day, I became so full of God’s love that it changed me forever. Now I could express deep love for Ellen. My depression was replaced with joy. My physical pains began to subside. It no longer mattered that my friends were absent from my life because Jesus was my best friend.

 

God had a specific plan He had been carrying out through my suffering, but I had been blind to it. God had been loving me by letting my life fall apart, using all my losses and struggles to bring me to this point.

 

Why? For the most important purpose, He has for every Christian. He wanted to reveal Jesus Christ in me as my all in all. He wanted to glorify Himself through this revelation of His Son in me. He wanted me to finally understand that Jesus Christ alone is my life, as Colossians 3:4 says: “When Christ, who is our life, is revealed, then you also will be revealed with Him in glory.” He wanted to reveal to me that Christ, being my life, is abundant life and eternal life because He is all of that! Once He did, the sun came out, brightly warming my soul with His great love for me, and the thick fog of gloom burned away.

 

My suffering had a surprise ending that I wouldn’t have imagined while I was going through it. That’s often the secret about suffering for Christians we counsel and teach. The surprise ending is the revelation of Jesus Christ in us that frees and heals us in ways nothing or no one else can.

 

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Thank you, my brother Mark, for reminding us that every circumstance in life, no matter how dark or dismal it may appear, is to bring us into the loving arms of our Abba Father, Daddy, and Jesus Christ our Lord.

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OH THAT YOU MAY KNOW ME

Copyright © 2005 Tresca S. Grannum

 

Chorus

 

Oh that you may know Me,

In the circumstances of life behold Me.

That you may experience personally for yourself.

The very life of Me within you, when nothing is left.

 

Oh that you may know that I am forever faithful.

I am forever loving, forever merciful, and true.

I am always faithful to keep My promises to you.

 

Oh that you may know that I am in your heart.

I am your ever living Lord,

I am your ever giving God.

I am the supplier of all your soul could ever need.

 

Oh that you may know that I am truly your source.

I am the Truth, your Life, everything perfect is in Me.

I am all that you should seek.

Because I am the fullness of God and in Me you are complete.

 

 

Chorus

 

Oh that you may know Me,

In the circumstances of life behold Me.

That you may experience personally for yourself.

The very life of Me within you, when nothing is left.

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Enjoy Christ and Enjoy Life!